Wednesday, 31 December 2014

Year end

Frankly 2014 was a fucking shit year and I've no reason to believe 2015 will be any better. So happy new year to my friends and family and the rest can FOAD.

Dead Pool 2015

It's that time of year again so here's my 2015 list.
Mostly 2014's survivors plus a couple of earlier survivors.

  1. Windsor Davies - actor
  2. Doris Day - actress & singer
  3. Peter Sallis - actor
  4. Dame Vera Lynn - singer, songwriter, & actress
  5. HRH The Duke of Edinburgh - Phil the Greek
  6. Bruce Forsyth - alleged entertainer
  7. Fidel Castro – Cuban revolutionary leader
  8. Zsa Zsa Gabor - film star
  9. James Earl Carter Jr. - 39th POTUS
  10. Robert Gabriel Mugabe - Teflon coated despot & President of Zimbabwe
Only 2 'hits' in 2014, the Rev. Ian Paisley

The Reverend and the Right Honourable
The Lord Bannside
Ian Paisley in 2008

and  the Rt. Hon.Tony Benn

The Right Honourable
Tony Benn
Tony Benn2.jpg

It doesn't feel appropriate to wish for a better score in 2015 but we shall see what fate has in store.

Saturday, 15 November 2014

What a....

... complete and utter tart.

Tuesday, 30 September 2014

Shake Hands

Shake hands, we shall never be friends, all's over;

     I only vex you the more I try.

All's wrong that ever I've done or said,

And nought to help it in this dull head:

     Shake hands, here's luck, good-bye.


But if you come to a road where danger

     Or guilt or anguish or shame's to share,

Be good to the lad that loves you true

And the soul that was born to die for you,

     And whistle and I'll be there.

A.E. Housman.

Monday, 19 May 2014

Goliath. Well chuffed.

Motive power for trip from Paignton to Kingswear and back. Hauling a train of "vintage" carriages, some of which were standard in service stock when I was at school and went on railway club outings. Tempus Fugit.


On the whole, much as this isn't unpleasant, I'd much rather I wasn't doing it on my own.

It's definitely better to share ones travels.

Friday, 21 March 2014

Fed up

Fed up with being messed about.
Fed up with being lied to.
Fed up with being treated like a fucking twat.

Tuesday, 18 March 2014

A better day

Today was a better day. A visit to Hampton Court Palace, not been there since I was a child.

It could have finished better though, 5 trains to get home and then to an empty bed.

Monday, 10 March 2014

Fuck it, fuck it all :-(

What a fucking mess. Can't even keep the one person who matters and makes life worth living :'( I want so much to help, to understand, to try to make it better yet I'm not even allowed to know what the problem is.

Without her there's no point in anything.

I feel so useless, so fucking worthless, so fucking empty without her here :-(

Friday, 7 March 2014


Never sure if I'm outside the wall trying to get in, or inside trying to get out but keep bashing into it, which is rather depressing :-(