Friday, 21 March 2014

Fed up

Fed up with being messed about.
Fed up with being lied to.
Fed up with being treated like a fucking twat.

Tuesday, 18 March 2014

A better day

Today was a better day. A visit to Hampton Court Palace, not been there since I was a child.

It could have finished better though, 5 trains to get home and then to an empty bed.

Monday, 10 March 2014

Fuck it, fuck it all :-(

What a fucking mess. Can't even keep the one person who matters and makes life worth living :'( I want so much to help, to understand, to try to make it better yet I'm not even allowed to know what the problem is.

Without her there's no point in anything.

I feel so useless, so fucking worthless, so fucking empty without her here :-(

Friday, 7 March 2014


Never sure if I'm outside the wall trying to get in, or inside trying to get out but keep bashing into it, which is rather depressing :-(